Why We Infiltrated & TOOK DOWN FLDS Polygamous Cult Leader (My Story) [37:10-42:13]

I could syndicate this show. I've syndicated children's shows before, but you need to get your production quality out. So I want to introduce you to this Hollywood producer who could do that for you, but it'll probably, you know, a graphics package like that will probably cost you half a million dollars. And I was so broke. I didn't know what to do. So I took my friend that was an investment banker with me. And I thought, well, maybe we can convince this producer guy to take part of this show in exchange for making fixing it all up. And when I met with that producer guy, he was this Turkish guy named Tolga. Oh my gosh. And that's how I met Tolga. Wow, I love that. So he agreed, or did he not agree you just fell in love? No, he, um, Tolga produced a DVD. It's still available on Universal called Alphabet Funny Games featuring Mrs. Gingerbread and the, and the Gingerbread cookies, which are my puppets. I go like this because I would have a puppet on each hand. And Tolga and I fell in love. And that was amazing. You know, we, we ended up doing a forming a tech company together. That was incredible. Then we went, I lived in Burbank for about, I don't know, eight years or something. And he accepted on my children as a stepchildren and he helped my daughter Lola, you know, because my Tolga is, can I just talk about Tolga for a minute? Yeah. You never met anybody like Tolga. I'll promise. He's quite eccentric. He's hilarious. He's incredibly protective, was a music producer. And he had a record label like when he was very young man like 1920. And his record label did so great. He became a millionaire at a very young age. And he wrote a song called Sending All My Love. He put it out through his band linear. And it went song of the year, the BMI song of the year awards. My Tolga did that. And he was a dance music producer and had this whole fan base, which he still has of like DJs because the songs he would put out would have the beats like written on them. So the DJs would know back in the days when you had these vinyl, like how to mix which songs to mix with each other based on their beats. Anyway, so he did that. He wrote the first online crap software. He developed an incredible software and he could just, he's like this digital, God, anything digital he can do. What he cannot do is like assemble a bookshelf or mold a lawn. You know, he's the best. Oh, I love the way you talk about him. The question that pops into my mind is after going through something so traumatic and after giving away your trust to being betrayed to the highest degree, what did Tolga do that made you feel safe enough to open up to him and fall in love with him? He was not judgmental. He wasn't. He, you know, he was born in Istanbul, raised in Muslim, then became a lead singer in a rock band, like in his teens. And then he had all these experiences with women, you know, and he just didn't care about my past. He wasn't religious. He believed in God, but he didn't know sort of religious things. He was just very accepting of me and he he uses his word, which he uses the word juice, which means like kind of a power or empower. So he likes to, he calls it juice people up. Amanda mentioned this on our live yesterday. I actually thought it was so funny. Yeah. Yeah. And he always points out what what he thinks is great about me or what he thinks I did right or, you know, what he's excited about, something I did, you just can't be around him and not love yourself. He's this walking positive energy and he's so creative. I love that. It's like me. So it's like, well, thank you universe for sending this man to me. Yeah. Yeah. Okay. So you know how I had this show called Gingerbread House and Gingerbread. I'm pretty obsessed with gingerbread and I decorate my kitchen with gingerbread all year. It's always gingerbread. Well, Tolga's birthday is June 5th and that happens to be national gingerbread day. Oh, funny. So isn't that awesome? Yeah. That's so sweet. So you meet, you fall in love, your