Why We Infiltrated & TOOK DOWN FLDS Polygamous Cult Leader (My Story) [0:00-1:36]

if he is a prophet and I don't do these things that he's asking, I will also lose my soul. You have to obey the prophet. The fact that there was another woman had taken over the role as the wife and was now going to be the legal wife, and that I had to be the secret slave wife, was very hard for me to comprehend. The only option that I saw is that I had to be a obedient and trust. I would understand it later, because I was already in too deep. I was totally brainwashed, and my sense of identity was obliterated. Who was I? I didn't even know. And I just remember thinking, I am such a fool. I'm such a fool. I was as possible. How did I not know? I just hated myself. Here I was, an anthite who looked at me activist, and he's putting me out there with all these girls, with all these F.O.D.S. girls. I had a change of heart, and I said, I'm not going to do that to them. I am going to just meet people where they're at and not make it a goal to try to be sneaking people out against their parents' wishes. Well, I didn't know he said that till I saw the darkest hearings, and I just felt a bit in my stomach, like we had evidence of interstate trafficking that they received right away, long force for their receiving. They never even watched the videos I don't think. This is not being taken seriously at the risk of our lives. What have I been doing? Lay down my autonomy.